I dont know what to do anymore. Im depressed. My boyfriend is depressed. I hate my job. I hate the place i live. I hate everything and i dont have motivation to even get up in the morning anymore. I just feel like quitting my job and selling everything and running away. .
Does anyone want to buy everything i own so i can just go away and never look back? I dont want to deal with my life anymore. I just want to feel something other than pain and hurt and unmotivation. 🙁 and i dont know what to do when thats all i feel. I dont know what to do when i dont feel worthy of a new job. I dont feel qualified. I dont feel like i can afford to move. I dont feel like i can wake up again but i have to.
I just want to have one day where i dont think about cutting myself. I just want one day where i dont cry. Just one day where i dont imagine my vehicle crashing into a fucking semi truck. One day where waking up isnt a chore… I just wish i could embrace life and its ups and downs with open arms.. But i guess my glass is always half empty.