Sometimes I wish there was some kind of liquid you could inject in yourself to give you guarenteed cancer. Like, if you could transfer the cancer from one person and put it in me, so I can at least save a life while killing mine. That way my family wouldn’t have to go through the pain of knowing I killed myself on purpose and proceed by blaming themselves. Plus, I can die and not have any more pain ever again without my loved ones suffering to much.
Now that is a good idea. Yeah it would be nice if being a suicidal person you could take on another persons illness. In that way you would accomplish 2 things. 1) you end the life that you no longer want. 2) you SAVE another person who does want to live > so in that sense you become a hero… or a martyr of some type.
I hear you. I have a family friend in his early teens that looks like he’s going to die of cancer. He’s so smart and really could do so much while I’ve screwed up to the point of not being able to fix it and am perfectly healthy. I’d do anything to trade places with him.
It’s funny really – I am terrified of what I’ll leave behind when I go yet if I had a simple quick painless exit method I’d take it in an instant. As for terminal illness – I pray for one but I know i won’t get one.
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Sometimes I wish there was some kind of liquid you could inject in yourself to give you guarenteed cancer. Like, if you could transfer the cancer from one person and put it in me, so I can at least save a life while killing mine. That way my family wouldn’t have to go through the pain of knowing I killed myself on purpose and proceed by blaming themselves. Plus, I can die and not have any more pain ever again without my loved ones suffering to much.
If only.
Now that is a good idea. Yeah it would be nice if being a suicidal person you could take on another persons illness. In that way you would accomplish 2 things. 1) you end the life that you no longer want. 2) you SAVE another person who does want to live > so in that sense you become a hero… or a martyr of some type.
Really nice thought.
I hear you. I have a family friend in his early teens that looks like he’s going to die of cancer. He’s so smart and really could do so much while I’ve screwed up to the point of not being able to fix it and am perfectly healthy. I’d do anything to trade places with him.
Oh, come on life aint that bad.
what is going on in your life that makes you wish you were dying???
It’s funny really – I am terrified of what I’ll leave behind when I go yet if I had a simple quick painless exit method I’d take it in an instant. As for terminal illness – I pray for one but I know i won’t get one.