Im going to do and say as many nice things as possible today. Ill tell everyone i love them. Ill smile and laugh. And when i go home ill tell my boyfriend i love him and ill go shower and pray to a god i dont believe in that he doesnt check on me. Maybe ill just go for a drive to the nearest cliff. Either way. Im done.
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Welp I’m a bit sad to hear that you are done…. But if it does happen, I do hope that it at least goes well…. Either way I wish you the best, and hope you enjoy your day.
I hope you change your mind, but if you don’t please take a lot pain killers to numb the pain of the jump.
I’m sorry you feel that way. I wish there was some magic wand that people could wave to make others happy, but that’s just make believe.
I’m much older, but have struggled with my own issues all of my life, so if you would like to vent, I’m here if you decide today isn’t the day afterall.
If you go through with it, I wish you eternal peace.
You know that this is something heartbreaking because you are wanting to do all of these nice and positive things before giving up on yourself. I hope that you get smiles and ‘I Love You’ back as much as possible today so you know that al the things you do mean something.
You are one of the good people that cares about others way more than yourself. I hope you can reconsider. But whatever you choose tonight, I hope you find peace.
^I agree with @restrictingheart, it is so sweet of you to want to do these things. but please remember when you tell people you love them how much they would miss you. please know that we would miss you here too. please think about these things just one more time before you decide. I hope you change your mind, at least for the sake of the people who care about you. and also, if there is a possibility that your boyfriend will go check up on you, try to postpone at the very least. unless you are planning for him to be the one to find you, and even if you are, if he finds you early on you might have a failed attempt.
I hope that today goes well for you and that you can find hope, or at least happiness if it really has to be your last day. I wish you the very best.