These are the things I wish I could tell my best friend/ ex boyfriend:
I wish I could tell you I love you
I wish I could tell you that I care
I wish I could tell you I will always be there
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you
I wish I could go back and say the right things
I wish you could see I want to be there
The person who you call
The person you love
I wish I knew what you felt
I wish I knew what happened
I wish you knew that when I cry I imagine you holding me
I wish you knew when I feel alone I wish I could call you
I wish you knew that after a bad I wish I could see you and be in your arms.
I wish you knew I how much I miss your cuddles
I wish you knew how safe I felt
I wish you knew that I felt I belonged when i was with you
I wish I knew that you felt the same way.
I care
I love you
We may both struggle and may be in bad situations but without you I feel more alone than ever. I wish I could go back in time and be the one who was strong.
I miss you
I reliaze what you need is someone who will sit with you not pressure you.
I wish you knew how much I care
How much I just want to tell you how much it hurts not having you around. I wish I knew whether you feel the same maybe you don’t but I don’t know. I wish you would tell me what happened. I loved you and cared so why did it end?
I tried I really did but know I will always love you but i need you more as a friend if you don’t feel the same way.
I wish you knew how much I cried at night wishing I could go back and freeze the day you first said you loved me.
I wish you knew how much I cry wishing you were still in my life.
I wish you knew just how much I loved you.
I wish you knew just what a difference you made to my life.
I wish you knew how much it hurts to see you struggling.
You know when you asked me out it was the best day of my life.
I wish you would tell my why?
I wish you tell me if you still love me?
I wish you would tell me if you still care?
Pushing people away can be easy. But someone you love it must have hurt you?
I miss you
I love you
I care
I need you
I wont rely on you
I wish you would let me help you like you helped me.
I thought we had good times together?
I just wish you would tell me how you feel.
I wish you knew how much I want to tell all these things to you. But i am too scared too.
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When I doubt I simply leap. Not easy.
I wish I kissed him. Took that chance. I would have ruined both of our lives but it would have been so worth it.
Don’t live life thinking “should have”.
Its more what i wish i could say to him now but i am too scared as i am worried he no longer feels the same way. Also hes doing exams and dont want to put any stress on him. I wish he knew all of this but i dont know how to tell him as i know he wont reply and might even stop talking to me for a few weeks.
Sure I understand. It is easy for me to type “kiss him”. I didn’t. If I were to re-do that night I still wouldn’t.
I did tell him I should have. He returned the sentiment. It was sweet. Ships passing int he night never to sail together. suck is the world I live in.
Such. My auto correct is killing me today.
just reread your comment, So do you think i should tell him. send him this?
That really is for your own heart to answer.
Thanks, i think i may leave it a while. it is just killing me in the mean time. I just dont want to say it and then lose him forever he means everything to me x
Sometimes just knowing he is there, living his life and thinking of me is enough. Other times it isn’t. Either way he will never be mine. Knowing that and coming to some sort of peace in my life about that is enough. Usually.
The thing is i dont know if he thinks about me, i dont know what he thinks as i am too scared to ask i wanna know be he pushed me away cause we both suffer from depression and he was struggling and then pushed everyone away, I am scared to tell him as i have already said a lot of things mainly mean things. I just really dont want to lose him
So what you did? Did you tell him?