Ideas

Hello.  Today I went to a communications class.  If you read my last post (it’s ok if you didn’t), you know I’m visiting a university with my school.  Today they tried to teach us about our college application essay.  You basically have to tell a story about yourself that demonstrates your intests and personality while tying it with your academic goals.  Thing is, is that I don’t have a story like that.  I don’t have a particular moment or possess an aspect that I’m proud of or think is intresting.  This essay has to put me in a good light, but I don’t see myself in a good light.  I have low to non existant self esteem  (allthough I hate to admit it). So I’m just stuck here I guess.  I just don’t want to exist, so why do I even care about college?  Why am I even here?  I’m tired.  Thanks for listening.