I’ve been feeling down lately, it’s wierd cause I have no reason. Sometimes I feel like I’m not here, altough I can hear and see everything, like I’m invisible but still watching. The voices keep whispering what I try to avoid to be seen as a normal person, somehow functional, but the whispers turn louder and I can’t pretend I don’t listen. They mock me, I’m weak and right now I don’t feel like fighting against this…
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Sorry to hear that. Inner voices are hard to deal with, and I understand that invisible feeling you get. I hope you keep fighting. Sorry if this message didn’t help. Hope things get better.
Honestly, I felt like I’ve gone almost my entire life as a spectator watching everyone else enjoy theirs. I’d get super dissociative and be in my head with attention, positive or not. But I’ve been told I’m weak for being like this, so I understand that feeling. It just validates the voices.
I can relate. Watching everyone enjoy their lives. I’m very envious. I’m trying now instead of being jealous instead of saying I wish or want I try to say I’m happy their happy with what they have and that I’m glad for them. Works sometimes.