I can’t do this; I’m done. I’ve lost every attachment. I’ve lost it all. I’m going to either end it tonight or tomorrow. At BEST, I’ll consider a week. I’m not going to get in to details.
I have questions. The first one is this: If I suddenly die, short of a will, can I decide who gets my car? Is there a way to prepare for that?
Second: Should I die in a location where I will soon be found, or out in the middle of nowhere? I think the logical choice would be to be found soon so everything can wrap up quickly. Plus I’d like my body to not be mutilated, rotted and half eaten during the funeral.
Third: Is this site private? Will I be reported for so much as planning it? If so please warn me so I can delete this and not be thrust even deeper into hell. Please, I beg you if that’s the case.
As per my tradition, I’ll leave you with a selfie. Took this one on a ridiculously long walk tonight. Yeah I’m hurt. Yeah I look like a crying *****.
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Yes this site is relatively private. As long as you don’t post your real full name and or your address or your phone number…. which you are not supposed to do anyway….then you don’t have to worry about anybody to come for you
Well I am sorry to hear that things have gotten so bad in your life that you are considering ending it. I wonder if there is some other choice you could make. Like maybe changes you could make in your life in some way to make you want to continue living.
I hope you consider that route instead of ending it.
As far as the Will thing. Well > the best thing is to have a real current living will. That is a give in. But if you don’t have one an don’t wish to go through that ordeal… then the next best thing is to just leave a note somewhere where it will be found where you just write out what you wish to happen to your belongings after your gone.
I hope that you stay. Why not give life another shot. Even if you have to sell all your belongs and then jump into your car and drive to another part of the world and start a new life…. it would be better then to give up and end it. If you > do try to start life over in another area… you will get a fresh start in life… and have a whole new place to explore and new people to meet and new adventures to get into. I think you should try it. I think you are smart enough and capable of starting your life over in a new area and to make a life worth living for yourself.
I know you can do it… and if you do. You will be glad that you did.
take a shot…. what do you have to lose????
were here to chat
Sent you an email. Dude you really got me emotionally tonight. Don’t do it, please don’t.
Oh, wow…I wish I could know the details, so I could try to give advice. But I respect your privacy.
I’m so sorry that you’ve made this decision…I hope it’s at least a peaceful crossing. Other than that, I don’t know what to say…
You’re certainly not alone, mate. I’ve just been on yet another long walk todat eyeing up a nice secluded spot where I cab ‘relax’.
I’m so sorry you feel the same way, it’s total mental torture and the only real restbite is through thinking about the final release….being set free.
You’re a good looking young man ( i’m not coming onto you LOL ) and it’s a shame you haven’t that same thought because it’s true. You’re lost in a fog of deep discontentment and I know only too well how that feels ( like so many here at SP )
*Bro hugs you*