Hi… Im new here, this is my first post so far, so I figured that i would share a bit of my story or something idk im really just venting… Im only 13, and im sure that now most of you don’t believe im truly suicidle. But I promise you all, I am. The only reason in still here is because I can’t find a way to kill myself. I don’t want to do a failed attempt and end up suffering. That dosnt sound very fun. I do cut, but extreme suffing and having my parents find out would be really bad, if I mess up, my parents would make sure I can’t ever have a chance again. But anyways, I just need people who understand me and how I feel. (Depressed.) :/ so hi. Sup. idk…
Im a failure at everything I do, witch isn’t much but still, plz don’t judge me, even if everyone els in the world does.
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Jesus Christ…13 you have to he kidding me. Nobody said gowing up was gonna be easy, none of us asked for it either….
Good god….
leave him/her alone
you dont know how this person grew up
Hi welcome. I hope you enjoy your time here…. Don’t worry I can believe that you are suicidal, I was when that age too…. However I didn’t really make any attempts until around 20 or so :/ Don’t worry things like this are not really restricted by age….
Maybe you should tell your parents that you do cut though? If you think it will go well…. if you don’t think it will go well then you should tell a counselor at school so you have somebody to speak to your parents for you and to try to keep you safe if your parents react horribly and start treating you poorly or something like that…. Either way I would recommend telling somebody…. Cutting doesn’t really actually help at all, and keeping it a secret for so long really is horrible…. All you end up with is a body covered in scars, and possibly horrible feelings of guilt…. I do wish that I had told somebody about my self harm when I first started, things would have been so much better right now if I had…. Please at least consider it…. It really does make life a bit better….
I wish the best for you. Good luck ^_^
Thank you… It’s not like im a serious cutter or anything, just small cuts once a awhile so no one will find out… I still don’t think it’s a good idea to ever tell my parents, but I have told my few friends, so im not completely alone… And my parents aren’t abusive or anything, but Ik if I tell them they will stop me, so Im not gonna say anything, but thank you for understanding and being supportive
Good luck with all of your problems too ^_^
That statement always worries me when I hear it…. Is the same thing that I said to myself when I first started, and still even now…. And trust me, it’s now a lie…. It has the opportunity to build up, and keep getting worse…. Trust me it’s not sustainable…. Please do try to stop…. I want you to be able to be happy, I don’t want you to have to cut yourself. It doesn’t actually help at all…. But also don’t let anybody make you feel bad about yourself for cutting either, it doesn’t make you a bad person and it never will…. But still please try to stop, it’s really not the best thing to be doing…. And the longer you wait the harder it is to stop. But the choice is yours, if you’re not ready now maybe you will be after awhile….
It’s good that you told your friends though. Is better than being alone.
I’m sorry that this is so late, but I do hope you do check this sometime in the future. :/