They sent me the e-mail!! They said I am enabled to take the exams!!! It seems that they didn’t pay attention to my screwed-up application form.
I’m so happy, there’s still hope for me to go!! To be finally free!!
Tests will be next Friday, I believe I’ll do it great in languages, but I’m still scared of math. And I believe there’s no much I can do.
And I’m also scared of hope. What if I came until here only to fail at the exams? What if I stay here? Will I die this year, even though my reason to live isn’t over yet?
But, for now, I’m happy.
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these moments of humanity and hope are something to cherish! even when it hurts and you doubt yourself for hoping, just remember that at one point you were happy and don’t forget that for every time you doubt and feel pain, you will rise up and feel happy once more.
Hope is the best reason to stay alive honestly. Best of luck to you and your exam.