I work at night clubs, nd my days are slow nd lonely nd I have an ex in my life that makes that nights I work even harder. She left me sometime ago nd ive been trynna move on but its hard nd my out look on life is darker becuz of it. She hits me up every now nd again becuz she gets bored but talkin to her distracts me, it reminds me of wat I lost but she jus keeps goin not lettin me forget always remindin me… so im on my last knee prayin verbally , textin my pray out on sp , Idk if god is real but im beggin for jus somethin good plz jus give me somethin… or I give up…
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Hey iwantpeace2, don’t give up. I went through a divorce a year ago. Lost everything, but the hardest thing to this day is the fact that i still don’t know why the woman that i loved did this. Think of it this way, it’s like a death. You’re gonna mourn, grieve, hurt but eventually you move on with life. I don’t know if this makes sense to you, but it did for me and i was finally able to do just that, move on with my life. I’m finally putting the pieces of my life back together, but i made up my mind that I’m going to be happy and nothing and nobody is gonna take that away from me. Stay focused my friend and work on your happiness.
I appreciate this brother , I been tryin to go through tje stages but she contacts me nd I am compeled to respond ive told herany times it would be easier to say wat weeamt to each other nd say goodbye but she hits me up anyway so im prayin for an answer I have yet to understand
My ex did the same. I had to make up my mind and put an end to the games. By doing that she didn’t have control of the situation and she had to make up get mind what she wanted to do. And as much as i loved her, i made a decision that i wasn’t going to be mistreated by anybody. Jumped on the Harley and started going out to the clubhouse on the weekends again and found the woman I’m with now. Best cure for a woman is another woman. Or the the best way to get over a woman is to get under another one. Lmao. I’m joking around bro, the other thing I’ve found is to keep a sense of humor.
I guess what I’m trying too say is, I’m not gonna depend on fate or another human being for my happiness because I’ve done that my whole life. I’m depending on me for my happiness and for the most part my brother…… It’s working
I understand wat yur sayin nd I must say I agree