I saw an old lover today

Actually the term “lover” is a bit of an exaggeration. He looked the same, but not the same, if that makes sense. It was surprising to see him, definitely, but my heart didn’t jump like it did 3 years ago whenever I saw him. It was peaceful. I didn’t feel like seeing him compromised the fact that I got over him, actually, it confirmed it. It’s amazing to know that it is possible to solidly get over someone and not have any hard feelings or unresolved issues. It gave me a glimmer of hope… That perhaps one day I’ll look into Jake’s eyes and be able to not fall in love with him all over again. That I won’t see the one that got away, but rather, a friend. That I’ll have that same peace I had today seeing my former lover, knowing my heart has moved on. Jake, my “lover” for the past 2 years, you will one day set me free.