I just bought what I need to finally stop procrastinating and die. I still don’t know if I wanna die though. I have so many things I need to do first. Things I can’t achieve because of them are a long distance away from me and are hard to explain over the phone or something.
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You mean you bought things like N & a regulator ?
Btw, you’ve waited thus far. Do the things you gotta do first even if it pospones your final exit. After all, we’re a long time dead.
Good luck, bruv. 😀
Hi
Have the chosen method near you is liberating… but…You don’t need to rush. Enjoy the feeling of knowing u can do it anytime…die anytime…it releases the burden from your soul. It brings u hope.
Some people still use the method after have it for some time. Others feel free to know they can stop the painful life anytime and simply don’t suicide.
Observe yourself. No rush at this moment. It’s an special liberating moment diying or not.
It’s a very intimate moment too…you flerting to death…may be this flirt will go on may be not.
Good luck anyway because now truth is inside you. Try to understand it.
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If you have things you need to do before you die – that’s a sure sign that you’re not ready. Keep living while your good inner drive tells you to do those things.
Practice making lists of those things. This kind of experience can make you more articulate.
The problem with my goals is they cannot be reached by ordinary means nor can they be done alone. I ah e been alone for a long time and have made no progress to achieving proper enlightens or even a simple break in this fighting I keep doing with myself. Suicide is my only remaining option to find peace and it must be done.
Enlightenment* not enlightens