I have to cancel my appointment with my psychiatrist on the 14th next month as I found out today that’s the day I go back to college. I haven’t saw her since June, and I desperately need to talk to her.
I’m doubtful she can get me in before the 14th, which means waiting at least another 2 weeks. Although, I see my therapist next week so I’ll talk to her about it and ask her to speak with my psychiatrist so she knows how urgent it is that I see her. Maybe she can talk her into scheduling a closer appointment.
The voices have been constant all day, but mostly manageable. Bree has been quite quiet. In fact, she hasn’t spoken since I spoke to my therapist. She’s giving me the silent treatment until she finally has had enough and explodes. I’m not looking forward to that. I think she will tomorrow.
It’ll be an entire week tomorrow since she last spoke. I’m just hoping she doesn’t ask to come to my appointment next week. Especially since my therapist is convinced she’s not real and is just a physical manifestation of my anxiety. That would be most awkward for the entire hour.
I got my results the other week for the first half of my diploma, and surprisingly I passed with good grades. A huge shock considering my attendance was horrific and I was struggling with everything.