Feeling?

Does anyone else ever get something happen and then bamn the feelings where they cry and they then feel so numb that they cannot even move. The way the tears soak up dry then you’re felt with the feeling of not exisiting, the sick feeling in your stomach as the pain gets worse, the way all the bad thoughts come crawling back into your mind into your brain and take over your whole day. How it consumes you so much that it’s all you are thinking about throughout the day. Throat gets dry and sore where you want to talk about it but you simply cant get the words out, you want to move but you simply feel too heavy asif you’re being weighed down.