I hate weddings

So kids on my dad’s side 8f the family got married so we’re thowinf a shot gun wedding at our house .

First off the the distant family we have I hate . they are the uneducated dumb Americans in this world . so a whole bunch of people are coming over at least 100 of them . so we’re throwing this party and not one person from this family came to help cook clean decorat ect. My Mom even odered a wedding cake for them .

Whatever I’m not that antisocial but really .

On top of that there I anoyying kid here who has a  Crush me  which makes me think is why my mom is going Over bored on this party . she really wants me to marry this little boy  and she is insane to think  I would  were to go to such people .

And on top of that my ex’s family is going around saying I’m suicidal and I want to kill myself I’m 100% sure  they left reasons why I’m like this now . I hate people I wish I could just leave and not come back home for a few days but I can’t because now I have to socialize and look like I can see a life ahead of me  and I’m happy.  How my name is in such people mouths pisses me off . from New York to California to Florida to Texas im suicidal….I’m no exdrating I have friends in all states saying this and asking about me really dick my ex’s i hope they do kill the next to show how evil they are .