I don’t know why exactly, but I have this thing that I would like to do. It might sound weird and it might not make any sense and it might not have any meaning to it, but I just want to yell. I want to go to some place where I can be alone for a while and I can just scream. I don’t know if anyone or anything will be listening, but I just want to rant about everything bad that’s ever happened. I want to let my feelings be known. I don’t know if it’ll make me feel any better, but I might as well try. I just want to look up at the night sky and scream and yell and let everything out until my voice is gone. Everything that has ever been bottled up will finally be released if I did that. Maybe I’ll finally be able to let everything go. It’s hard keeping these words to myself. It’s hard keeping these thoughts to myself. It’s hard keeping everything to myself. If only someone would care enough to do something.
I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.
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Your desire doesn’t sound weird at all. It makes perfect sense.
I hope you can arrange to do this sometime. It might give you a lot of relief.
Thank you. I’m glad you think it could help!
There was actually a post earlier today titled skills, by nomorehopeleft. Where she listed many of her coping mechanisms. That was actually on her list.
“IV. a long walk with my dog through the woods where no one’s around and by chance just scream out my feelings WITHOUT strange looks from others”
So, no I don’t think it’s odd it’s probably a good outlet for releasing anger and frustration.
I didn’t know someone else thought of this too. I’ll try finding that post that you mentioned!