So my ex decided to drop off huge boxes of my belongings to me in a parking lot. Of course, he had friends in the car so naturally when he started throwing the boxes at me, they started laughing. Then when they drove away, the ***** in the front seat yelled “it was nice to meet you” and they laughed as they drove away. I’m done. Just done. I have enough pills to severely brain damage me. I don’t think i can wait to buy enough to kill me
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I wouldn’t give myself brain damage if I were you. Then you might not be able to kill yourself.
Yeah. Looking up lethal doses or store bought painkillers now.
Does are cruel jerks. And if you are on planning on overdosing make sure you use painkillers, regular pills will not work. You will destroy an organ not get brain damage. But either or, you don’t want neither
No need to harm yourself because of their abuse. Though I don’t begrudge you wanting to.
It’s been a long time coming for me. Guess I should just wait to get more pills. At least that way I’d actually be dead
I do understand your outlook, obviously it’s not from this experience alone but from a collective of painful times.
How people treat us can definitely hurt, and we sometimes see their behaviour as an accurate and justified response to us. It’s not always the case though as peoples morals can be distorted through their limited environment which they have become a product of and not an objective reflection of who you are and how you should be treated. Don’t use their treatment of you as a measure for your own character.
What an ass. I would honestly try not to dwell to much on it if you two are done. If anything, this could be used to fuel you. Get pissed instead of trying to hurt yourself. He’s the one being a dickwad, he’s the one who deserves to feel like shit, not you. I’m not saying do anything outrageous or illegal, but something to send the message that you couldn’t care less – even if you still do.
Like others have said, please don’t hurt yourself even more after that piece of shit already hurt you so much. He’s not good enough to deserve that.
Who cares what he says/does. He has his serious issues of his own.