I once had a shirt that said “if you’re looking for a sign not to commit suicide this is it” and it honestly made me really happy to have. It cheered me up a lot, some how making me feel better about life. But it was stolen from me and it crushed me and made me really sad and depressed. Pathetic huh?
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No, not pathetic at all. Whenever I’m already depressed, I don’t need much to fuck me up even more. Literally the smallest things can be ‘too much’ for me. Resulting in things like losing something or having a discussion making me want to kill myself.
Well, I suppose it’s good to know I’m not the only one who gets that way and feels that way.
Me too. The smallest things set me off, even a disagreement over what music to listen to in the car. And I get really attached to things, especially clothes. I’m really sorry your shirt was stolen-people suck sometimes (always).
Hey, thank you. I appreciate knowing that I am not the only person who gets so attached to things such as clothes even. It’s because I correlate events, people, feelings, places, or memories with objects that I own, that I genuinely love actually.
And having something so meaningful stolen from me really hurts me inside. That shirt actually made me happy, made me not want to kill my self when I would read it, when I would wear it. People would tell me to change my clothes, but that shirt makes me feel better about life some how, and as long as I’m happy about something in my life, then I’m sure I wouldn’t kill my self at that point. So why should I change my clothes if what I’m wearing for a week straight keeps me from being so depressed? I shouldn’t, there’s no reason. Stay crusty, stay punk, if that’s what makes you happy. Right?
Nope, not pathetic at all. I’m the same way. Most of the things that bother me, and most of the things that stick out in my memory, are little things. Little things are often big things in disguise.
I love seeing that there’s people out there that feel this same way. And that you all tell me it’s not pathetic. You’re right though, those little things are a lot of times very large things to someone.