Nope!
I thought about buying studio equipment instead of a gun but fuck that. Im still getting a gun as an insurance policy. The weekend wasn’t awful. I even got an early B-day present. I just have too many triggers and I’m tired of living. An old friend unwittingly reminded me why we stopped being friends. I fucked up this damn NDA for a business I want to start and my sister out the blue tells me some random asshole is about to come over. Thanks for the fucking heads up.