Childhood the most over-rated, exaggerated and fed with lies part of human existence ever. I watch shows showing these perfect childhoods with perfect parents and perfect friends and i think to myself “Is this what childhood is really like…”
I dont exactly remember anything about my childhood .
I dont even remember the name of my preschool -.-
Childhood for me was the darkest time of my life. I dont remember it because it is blocked out in the deepest part of my brain. I hear my grandma and my childhood care takers sometimes talk about how ill treated i was throught out that time. I even remember something about my babysitter abusing me as well who was later fired after much resistance of course by my mother who wanted her to stay.
But i hear them talking and i dont exactly react to it but think to myself “Huh. Okay.”
Idk i was pondering alot today bout this and felt like sharing because right now i am so internally conflicted with my emotions i dont want any human contact what so ever.
bye SP members. Stay alive