I’m so tired. The smallest little things are weighing down on me. I am trying so hard to keep going, but it’s inevitable, isn’t it? In the end it won’t matter how long I tried, because I will end up failing, won’t I? Day by day I try to keep the thoughts at bay, but it’s no use. I feel as though one of these days I will reach my limit, and then who knows what will happen. I feel like just waking up is such a burden sometimes. I don’t know why I try anymore. I’ve been thinking, maybe I should start a countdown to see if anyone will notice. If by the end of the countdown nobody approaches me about anything, then I suppose I will really have to think about everything going on in my life. I may have to consider leaving. Not necessarily dying… although it may come to that. I don’t know what I’ll choose if it comes to that.
I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.
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Never start a count down! Either your ready or your not, a self fulling prophecy is not the way to go, things can change.