The other day i knowing the did meth. 3 days later im doing too much coke for my own good. Its 12pm and i havent slept all night or day. Im high as shit but i feel so low. Guess i probably am an adict but fuck it i guess. Makes me not feel a thing for a while. Makes me feel good. Makes me feel like Im gonna make it and then i start coming down and holy fuck im coming down bad. My head is spinning i cant breathe my lungs seem to be deflated. I just start taking these real deep breaths and crying silent to myself in some little girls bedroom in an unknown place. Everyone is busy living normal lives working and spending time with family but im just searching for someone to just help me and hangout. I cant do this alone i cant come down alone i just want to drink more and fucking snort my life away.
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Hey. I’m sorry you feel so miserable… You don’t have to come down alone though. A lot of us are here for you.
Ibogaine can heal you from craving drugs and alcohol. I know. I am a recovered addict. Nothing worked for me, nothing cut through the constant desire to just keep using. Then I used Ibogaine and have been clean ever since. It’s been 2 years now.
I had to wait until I lost my home, family and career to addiction before I heard about it, I hope it doesn’t come to late for you.
Where do you get ibogaine?
I got mine from Ibogaworld. It costs about $400 for a full dose of ibogaineHCL, which is the the proper form of it to treat addiction.
If you are serious about using it, you have to know that you must take certain precautions as it is a very powerful drug that will leave you bedridden and puking for a couple days.
Communicate with the people at ibogaworld. They can instruct you how to use it properly.
Alright, thanks for the info.
all psychedelics have that self reflecting healing effect ibo/lsd/dmt/peyote/psilo etc do ya research but i’d suggest magic truffles(shrooms/psilocybin) cheap to buy and very easy to get zamnesia.com read some trip reports shroomery.org they are fun and friendly on low dose ensue hysterical laughter but on high dose supreme bliss/satori/enlightenment and yeh fuck does coke and booze make me feel depressed as shit afterwards im done socializing with friends on it.
Ibogaine has that plus one additional thing the others do not have. It resets the brain physically to it’s pre addiction state, attenuating physical withdrawal.