Nothing is going to change my mind about leaving this hell! I can’t do this anymore. Can’t they see that helping me isn’t doing anything. I’m just getting worse! Their help is useless. Their help isn’t doing anything. I give up… wait no… I already gave up, a while ago. I’ve been hanging onto a thread for the past two months. But they came along with the scissors and are cutting the thread. My suicide is getting closer by the second… I can feel it.
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Totally understand how you feel. I’m grasping at straws right now to just make it through the days and nights. Honestly just take a deep breath and think about what would make you the happiest in the world. If its death, then calmly think about how, when and what loose ends you have to tie up. I really don’t have any advice because I want death just as much as you do. Just pretend to be happy in front of everyone so they leave you alone. And then do whatever you need to make you happy. Its your life after all. Sorry if this doesn’t help. I read almost every post here but its so hard to form a response when everybody feels the same as you do. Its like replying to myself. Hope you find peace.
I’ve pretty much been doing everything that you have said for the past 2 months. And thanks.