I Feel So Used

I don’t know why it came to me, but I remembered about the fakes that I have spoken to in the past. So I searched up descriptions of guys, and like that I found out that, there are way more fakes that I’ve talked to. I mean like I was kinda using them too, but they were fake. I told them who I was. Now I feel like shit. I was used. I was going to be used as a sex object by multiple people. Even some that were twice my age. I could’ve been raped. I feel like a fucking piece of shit. Ugh… I hate myself and everything about me, I wish I was dead.