Not Sure What I Should Write Here

Hello. Not feeling to hot. Feeling kind of lame. Just had a talk with my mother about college apps. Told me that I haven’t really been putting any effort. She isn’t wrong. What is the point of my existence. I’m not really good at anything in particular. I don’t have much of anything to me. I think I should restart. Off myself and start over. Maybe I’ll be better the second time around. Probably not. I think I have fallen back into my old ways. Depression and shit. I say this after my last post said that I was fine. That didn’t take that long. I’m not even sure you could classify it as depression at this point. Maybe I’m just a whiny little ***** who comes here every time he feels down. That’s a better description of it really. I’m kind of tired. Thanks for listening. PS thanks to that rando stranger for commenting on my last post. Going to give it a shot.