So, yesterday (well more like today since I haven’t slept yet) went okay I guess…. I actually did some of my school stuffs for the first time…. Maybe I won’t fail if I can keep this up…. The 10 math problems really seemed horrible though and took like an hour 🙁 and most of it I did kind of spend hating myself, cried a little bit even…. which is weird for me, that’s one of the few things that allows me to do that. But meh, now I’m just dreading that I have to do another 10 today, and tomorrow, and everyday for the rest of my life…. well not the rest of my life, but may as well be. -_- But later today (tomorrow more or less due to again not sleeping yet, at 3am) I do have a sleep over to go to, sleep over is a weird thing to call it, but that’s what it is. Meh, should be fun…. Sadly my closest friend isn’t going due to being unable to but wouldn’t attend even if he could, so this should be interesting as normally he is the person I would cling to during an event like this. I do know and mostly trust basically all of the people that will be there, but still I would feel much more comfortable with him being there. But at least I have no open wounds today, which I thought I would have gotten from my school work so that’s good ^_^ I hope that I am able to keep it that way when I do today’s 10 problems (also hope that I do them)
well this was mostly to check in, things have not really been particularly bad lately nor have they been particularly good, just really neutral. -_-
I do hope that everyone is doing well.