I’m finding it hard to do the day to day basic things right now like talking to people, watching tv, reading a newspaper or a book knowing that at some point in the future when I find a decent method I’m gonna pop myself. I just cant concentrate on any of it knowing that I probably won’t be part of it for an extended period.
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I can relate. There was a time when I was sure that I was going to OFF myself. So during that time. … I could no t really enjoy things too much. I felt like you. How can I enjoy going to shoot pool with my friend if I am just going to end it soon? SO I know what you mean by this
BUT I have to tell you. Life has gotten much better for me and now I am glad to be alive and enjoying life. SO things CAN turn around
I would like to try to encourage you to try and make things better for yourself in life > instead of planning on ending it.
things can get better
Lol, every time I read “pop myself”, I think you are saying you will poop yourself.
You an Aussie?
Definitely can relate. I’ve been trying to convince myself that I need to finish writing my novel before I allow myself to end it. But knowing certainly that I’m going to end it, totally saps the energy I need to write it. Not the best feedback system for being productive, or for enjoying what you’re trying to create. Best of love to you.