Think I’ve hit it, I can’t suicide tonight though, drunk, lethargic and tired. A recent berevament has just finished me off totally.
Ain’t actually got the energy to do the basic things just now, washing or shaving or eating, living a minute to minute existance just now, I dunno whats gonna happen. whilst getting drunk all the time.
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This is a rough stage to settle into. I’d love to say things will get better, but that’s sort of a coin-toss when all out apathy sets in. Let’s hope you find that catalyst for change before you get to deciding on suicide or not.
I’m going for a sleep and I’m gonna wake up later. Waking up again is the worst thing.
Like ground hog day –