Why do we have family?
To use you?
To make you feel like shit everyday?
To make you question everything and everyone?
I have family to make me feel like killing myself is the best solution to everything. Because no matter what I do, I’m never good enough, which is a sad reflection of my life. Sometimes I wonder why was I born and suffer every freaking day. Maybe I did something wrong in my past life or something. Or maybe its the fact the God just doesn’t see me. I try my best to save others but who will save me?
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Wish I could. Having a family like that is unimaginable.. soaking every little piece of hope you can ever dream of having. In my life, they are the root to me becoming whatever iam. I don’t appreciate their existence I could do better but the damage that was done to me today is my reality and they say you can’t change the past.. but the past is my present and my future Iam such a victim I like how they make me feel. I continue to let them, the only solution is being gone and I’ll soon stop being a masochist and leave for my benefit.
It’s always and always good to abort the baby you know you’re going to be sadistic to.
unfortunately its becz of their sadistic nature that they bring the baby into this world to torture it more..sometinms i wish i could be that way..maybe life would be easier
Thank god for this post,, my mom is driving my crazy.. And ^ yeah,,,