It’s been awhile but like I said before I only will post when I’m down. So here I am once more. Well firstly, I’ve been talking with this boy who doesn’t live in my country and man I’m falling for him hard. I hate it. I don’t believe in his feelings back to me. I know he doesn’t have a perfect family and personal life but he gets moody and distant and it hurts me ‘cos I want him to trust me and talk to me. I’m tired of being lead along then having my feelings hurt later. But oh well. I just need to rant/talk about how depressing it makes me feel and I feel like if I tell my friends (who know about him) they’ll judge me and say leave him. But I want it to last longer at least, just a bit more…
-YoungGods
Hope everyone else is having a better day at least 🙂
3 comments
Have you tried dating locally?
Usually guys online get distant and removed because they don’t want to commit to what they can’t touch. It’s sad but that’s the reality. And it’s a lot better to invest in someone who can invest in you that you can see.
Glad that you’ve been doing so well though otherwise!
I don’t really trust any of the people in my town and I just don’t believe anyone likes me here/anywhere.
That’s a tough situation. Is there a reason or do you know if it’s to do with a phobia?
After I was diagnosed with PTSD it became hard for me to date for a while, as I had similar feelings, but I was able to get over it through a lot of effort.
And maybe I’m wrong but it sounds like maybe the bigger issue is that you feel like people may not like you in your town? Why is that? (Hope I’m not prying too deep. I understand if that’s too personal.)