Is now here.. Im not a danger to anyone, but I would loved have nothing more than to suicide. Jealous of you yanks with ya tall buildings and guns. I didn’t have a method that didnt involve a train.
Got a social phobia and ocd varients which means I don’t wanna be sanctioned, but it’s gonna happen sooner or later. I’ve been drinking like a bastard as well 🙂
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Can barely shave or change my underwear either..
Man social phobia is hell, I feel that. You have any way to seek treatment or help? It sounds like you are caught in a downward spiral without the ability to get out of it on your own.
Don’t want treatment bro. Just wanna be gone. 🙂 A recent bereavment has screwed me. Only way I can ourun the beating heart I get when Im sober is though drinking again,
Things could be worse though I suppose…
I’ve learned the hard way things can always get worse. I hope you find what you are looking for.
Meds and therapy can both help with both of those. I have OCD on top of everything else I’m dealing with, but ya know what? I’m not on here because of that. Treatment helped a lot for me. If those are your main reasons for wanting to end it, it never hurts to get some help. They might only be temporary.
I’ve got meds, They help with the heart when Im sober, but I cant remember the last time I was, 2 weeks ago maybe..
Drunk means I’m blocking it all out, sober means the beating heart..