Hi everyone!
I’m only 18 years old and I live somewhere in the Philippines.
I have a complete family, they dont hurt me physically or something. every now and then we talk about things, I sometimes find myself laughing with them. But sometimes it feels like they dont care about me.
There’s always this time that it felt like they dont care about what i feel. they say words that really stucks in my mind. When my brother needs something they just give it freely without any explanation needed but when its my turn they just look at me or sometimes asks me for a very long explanation (in which I hate the most because I seldom ask for their help but I still needed to do this and that just to get what I needed unlike my brother who does it every single time)
And sometimes when I’m trying to open up with them or atleast talk about what happens with me, they dont listen. No one listens so I just shut my mouth and just take all the shit by myself. because of that I’m always zoning out.
It always feel like they dont give a damn with what I want to say.
*I’m not that good in english so sorry if there are mistakes*
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Hey there I completely understand how you feel. I am 14 and I’m going through the same with my family. We talk now and then but only because we have to, but not any more than that. They don’t care about what I have to say or how I feel. So now I’m kinda anti social because I’m used to being so alone. But maybe you can talk to someone else about how you feel, like friends or relatives. Maybe you can get them to talk to your family about this and help them understand. I know it may be hard but I’ll be here if you want to talk sometime 🙂
Thank you very much, Its like a relief for me that atleast someone understands what I feel so thank you for that. ?