Think It’s gonna happen. I dont want it because of my social phobia, but It’s gonna happen I think. A recent bereavement has made me a borderline alcoholic. I wish I could have commited suicide, it was my dearest wish, but I havent got it in me right now, and I aint got a method that doesn’t involve a train! The first few weeks I was getting merry on alcohol, but I’m just getting the downers now, and the thought of that train coming towards my head hasnt helped my mental state. How do people actually stand there and get hit by it??? Ain’t fair on anyone, but I ain’t got another method.
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Stop Thinking TRAINS Woody .. If you want blood and guts watch a horror movie . I had crazy thoughts about trains -Heads popping off and shit – With the booze and weed I was on I was a fucking mess .. I know -You run it through ya mind a million times a day .. It takes it’s toll on ya mind .. RELAX WOODY — START AGAIN … Clear ya mind of those bloody trains ..