When the hell is the next stage gonna come? All I’ve got the past couple of months is thoughts. I need those thoughts to become actions at some point. I want to get to the stage where I’m excited and not scared. Get a bit drunk, have a last meal, and be gone.
I don’t wanna see 2017. There is nothing left for me now. It will be a tremendous release when I get to the next stage. The thought of existing for the next 30 odd years is awful.
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I feel the same. I don’t wanna see 2017 either. I’m gathering enough courage to jump off a cliff after drinking some whiskey
Same here. I tried to jump off cliffs recently, after a lot of vodka. But did not think it was high enough. I am considering other, more peaceful methods.
This is what I think of every time I see one of your posts.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWjcEkXWs2s