Hello. My head is full. There is too much in it. The words are all jumbled around and loud. None of it makes any sense. All of it is just incoherent nonsense. I want to do it today. I want to end it. It would be easy. Just go in the kitchen, get a knife, lie on the bed, and tear open the throat. No more worrying. No more suffering. No more confusion. Just silence. Peaceful silence. I want to do it today. What do the consequences matter. I won’t be around for them. All of it would just be no noise. I don’t want it anymore. I don’t want it anymore. I want only silence. It’s just one long stretch.
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Act 5, Scene 2: “?The rest is silence”
Just be careful, cutting throat is ranked 86 on a scale of 100 for pain and agony. Here is the list to show that, http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods
A lot of that list is utter BS
not only because people do it “wrong”, but like it states it doesnt take into account the “exact” method
Proper electrocution you will barely feel a thing, your heart and brain stops almost in an instant
prescription drugs can be every bit as agonizing as OTC, which both are ranked surprisingly low
and cutting can be very painless, proper blade, proper location to cut and you would feel the same as a needle prick from OD on “illegal” drugs
and with hanging it doesn’t take in to account, done properly your neck snaps and you feel nothing, but done horribly wrong you are left to choke for so long it becomes excruciating, and don’t just drift off slowly
wow this was awhile ago, I do hope that you are okay…. Either uninjured or that things went well…. Either of those are okay, I just hope there was no horrible maiming or anything like that 🙁 (I would prefer the uninjured option for you personally though)
*hugs* (in case you can still receive them, as you probably do need them)