I’ve been feeling restless. Everyday, I try, I try, I try. And every single time, I fail, I fail, I fail. I’ve been trying sooooo hard but no matter how hard I try, I feel like my best isn’t good enough. My friends tell me to hold on, and that they’re there for me. I know that they’re there but somehow, I feel like I can’t hold on anymore. I’m tired. I’m slipping away. Or maybe I’m already gone, and it’s only a matter of time until I fully disappear.
On the other hand, I want to be here. I want to be alive. I don’t want to go away. I want to fight. I want to hold on. I want to be happy.
I’m so confused. There are times when I’m happy and sad at the same time. I don’t exactly know what I want. Everything’s so unclear and it’s all confusing. What is this feeling? Why am I feeling this way? I just want answers. I need answers.
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I am confused too~ i really don’t know the answer as well, and everyday it felt like searching for something i don’t know. I do feel you