Will you make it?

I actually think i am going to Live through my shit and carry on and have a long life. In the past I have had several suicide attempts and they were all serious attempts. I even wound up in a coma for 2 days one time after an attempt. SO things have gotten so Bad in the past that I really did try to end my life at least 7 times and I came very close to death. BUT > since I did not die back then.. since then. My life has been getting much better > and it seems to be continuing to get better. So since things are getting better all the time for me. I have HOPE that I will be able to carry on and that the best years of my life might be ahead of me. So I am doing all that I can to move forward in life and really hoping that things are going to keep getting better for me
BUT > there are times when things get hard for me and I get close to want to throw in the towel and give up. That is why I come to this site. To vent and to try and find people who can relate to having a hard life. My life has always been much harder then most people and it sucks
But I am trying to HOLD onto the idea that Every Dog has his day in the sun. AND since I have not ever really had it good in life yet. I am trying to believe that maybe at some point in the future there will be a time when I get my day in the sun and everything works out for me and I can finally come to a place where I am happy in life and have things good
I wish you the best > and I hope things get better for all of us!!
hang in there!!