for my next birthday, or the upcoming christmas and new year when people ask me what i’d like to get as a present, i wish i could say:
“the courage to actually go ahead and kill myself”
being stuck in between not dying and not living is a fucking grey ass limbo
i hate it
but i wouldn’t want it any other way
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I was actually having the same thoughts, it’s quite a sad thought knowing someone else is wishing the same thing.