I’m standing on the precipice of losing everything I ever cared about. I can’t stand this. No one knows how to help me and I don’t think I can be helped. My newly dead friend was right, don’t ever fall in love, you’ll only get hurt. There is no one for me. I’m too different. And it kills me. I can’t take this pain much longer….
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It’s better to have loved and lost. It’s better to have experienced joy even if that means also experiencing pain, rather than experiencing nothing at all. Because of what you’ve experienced, you are SOMETHING, not nothing.
Are you in therapy? There are a million people that know how to help anyone – you just might not be in touch with them yet.
I feel like I’m too different too. It gets harder as I get older – I get more fussy. We’ve got to believe, though. That, and get really good at self-love.
No I’m not on therapy but I’ve been looking into it. It’s just hard for me to try new things and to let go