I am losing my mind. Going insane from loneliness. Nobody, literally nobody gives a shit. I am a nice person, thoughtful, kind, and utterly alone. I live in a house full of people and no one sees me. No one gives a shitt. I feel as if I am being driven into madness. I would like to jump off a tall building but everywhere around here is flat, one story, two stories, nothing tall enough. I also would like to overdose but I am a nurse and I know how hard it would be to do so, I don’t have enough meds to do the deed. I have half a month left of my antidepressants, and like a month supply of my sleeping pills. I know that wont cut it. How cruel that I have to stay stuck here in this insanity, I can hear myself screaming from within. I feel so helpless. This is crazy. How did this hell hole become my life? I’m dumb founded. Never did I dream it could be this bad. Dear God help me.
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Nobody could be as lonely as me, I’m homeless and working myself beyond exhaustion, in hopes of death! If you’d like to talk, I’m more than interested. My email is Junej2492@gmail.com
That’s the reality of many people nowadays: surrounded by people, yet completely alone. Pretty sure that plenty of people here can relate (me included). Can’t really give you any solution because i don’t have any (wish i had), but i guess that all one can do is try to create situations (or involve yourself in situations) to meet people that do share at least a bit of similar interests. Not that i’ve had any real luck with that (at times i think i live at superficial-interaction-land), but i guess it’s better to fail trying than to fail because of not trying at all.
Yes, I feel like I am going insane too.. and the social anxiety comes and messes me up and makes me want to end it.
I probably will die of suicide soon in about 4 months from now
For the moment… I am slowly aquireing the money and the tools I need to do it properly
and in the meantime.. I am also cleaning up my life and also trying to squeeze in as many good times as I can… also trying to comunicate with people and let them know that I love them before I go.
I have had a fuked up life. My childhood was all abuse and neglect and pain and I had major mental issues because of all that for most of my life
Now I am in my mid 40’s and still life kind of sucks for me > it has always sucked for me and no matter how hard I try > it never really gets better for me.
I just wasnt cut out for this life
I really wasnt
I got off to a very bad start in life… and from there things just plummeted into darkness that has lasted for most of my life
I pretty much hate myself and feel like the world would be better off without me