So LW’s mutual friend with me AR knows im bi. So now LW does, but AR didn’t tell because she was sworn to secrecy and can keep a secret better than anyone else I know. I just don’t know what to do, this is going to go around the whole school, f**k up my entire life. I’m just weak inside. I want to smile, but my friends say I look sad and spaced out most of the time. I just don’t… AGGGGHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHH. My internal monologue used to be full of happy little bubble things like “YAY! YOU GOT A GOOD GRADE!! CELEBRATE BY STUFFING YOUR MOUTH WITH CANDY!!!!!! <insert happy smile>” and now it’s just like “wake up. brush. shower. eat. brush. get ready to catch bus. get off bus. go to school. switch classes. go home. do homework. eat. sleep.” with posting here somewhere. I’m so f**king tired I literally can’t. I can’t even f**king write properly on here im sorry to everyone who tries to read this.
-BHP
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ok, so I know teens can be mean, people can be mean, especially at schools for some weird sociological reasons that will never make sense to my weird mind
but
why does it matter what sexuality you are, like I can partially understand why idiots rip on gay people because it’s been so ingrained in a lot of morons for centuries of culture
but why bisexuals, i mean that’s pretty much the same as being straight, just with a less picky attitude, having both vanilla and peach sorbet and rum raisin so on.
what’s the deal, they afraid bisexuals are gonna take ALL the boys and girls away from them at the same time?
people are idiots.. I know it’s hard, but you really need to close your eyes to them, ignore it/them as hard as you can, because your sexuality really doesn’t matter like they are trying to blow it up and rip on you for
you are you, you like what you like and want what you want and eats any icecream you like and want to eat, and that’s just fine and perfect, idiots don’t matter
and if shit gets more annoying, just sue their asses for harassment and intolerance and generally stupidity and being ostrich asscheeks. I hear people sue everything and anybody, even over tiny hands,
so might as well nicely inform the school principal if he doesn’t get his school sorted it’s gonna be expensive for him/them
(easier said than done, but probably technically not even an impossible thing)
anywho
they are clearly idiots, ignore them, gather and hold tight to those that you find aren’t idiots, and see if you cant find ways to deal and learn to deal/ignore it all,
as you get older, and get out of high school most people grow up and magically a brain appears in some of their heads and things start to turn around in the way they act, so just gotta hold on a few more years until brains are formed inside their skulls
people suck, but they don’t all suck, and eventually a bit more of them will start to suck less, just gotta be strong and patient
(and not afraid to stand up for yourself and punch idiots in their face or kick them in the groin, though violence might not always be the technical “smartest” solution, sometimes work on idiots, maybe because it knocked a few brainless loose so they could function again like actual human beings)
I like the kicking in the groin situation. ALSO FRIENDS (because that’s how I think of all of you *cheesy group hug*) if you have the money, buy a punching bag or something that you can punch or hit. I’m getting one for Xmas, but right now i use my pillows by just piling them in a specific way.