Acceptance

I have to accept that things won’t get better. I have to accept that I’m just going to end up alone. I have to accept that I’m just an unhappy person. I have to accept that I can not change. I have to accept that I’m just defective. I have to accept this. However, I’m still going through with it. I’m still going to try. I’m still going to go and do it. I’m still going to get my ass up and put on my pants and walk out the door. I know nothing good will come from it. Hell I know it’s going to end up horribly. I know that I’m just going to be disappointed. I’m still going to keep going because I told myself I would. That is the only reason. Thank you for listening.