I think my depression is surfacing again. This past few moth suddenly i have the urge to vanish from this world. I really want to resign from my job but i’m confused about the reason for my resignation. I haven’t got offering from other company nor i have applied to other job. I just want to resign. I feel so tired working every single day and it’s too much for me to meet up with a lot of different people. I just want to be vanish. i don’t want people to look for me.
Even tough our economy right now is so bad that it’s so hard to find a job, i still want to toss aside my current job. This though makes me feel so ungrateful since i have a friendly coworker, awesome boss, flexible working hour, and in a few month i’ve a pay raise (sorry i don’t intend to brag). Actually my working place is quite good but i don’t know why i can’t stand it anymore. I just want to resign. But right now my office is pack with work. If i resign, i know my boss will try to persuade me to change my mind. I need a persuasive reason for my resignation but i don’t have any idea right now. I don’t want to tell her about my condition.
What should i do? Any ideas?
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This is something I face a lot like my current job but I need mine. I try not to ever get my life involved with my job so I just sustain the effort. Try bring in headphones or a Bluetooth head piece try something different at work
Hi @sadlife985 sorry for my late respond. It’s been awhile since i visit SP. I don’t know if you will read this message but i will reply anyway. yeah, i have done that, using earphone and listening to my music playlist while working. Didn’t help much tough, it only help keep my concentrate only once in while.
Just want to let you know that in then i was lost with my urge. I have decided to resign myself from my work place. This month will be last month working in that place. I know i’m stupid, but i can’t stand it anymore. 🙁
Hello brownsugirl! I total under that feeling, been there often! But you seem to be describing a great work situation, you like your co-worker, you have awesome boss? Flexible hours and a raise on way?wow!! Think sadlife958 is right! Maybe try something little different at work to hopefully calm your urge to resign. Or maybe plan out your next vacation to a fun place so that you have that to thing about when at work. Hope feel better soon!
Hello @fallen_light. Thank you for commenting my ranting. And so sorry for my late respond.
As you may seen on my replied comment for @sadlife958, in the end i was lost to my urge to resign. I have decided to resign.
Actually i have took vacation trip to calm my mind. in the end it’s only make it worse. I don’t know why. I don’t feel happy at all while i was on trip. Heck, i even contemplate myself to end my life and how will i do it while i was on vacation. So lame. I’m sick and tired of everything, but oh well i’m not the only one. I know people in SP will understand this feeling.