Yes, there have been times where I drag myself under, sometimes I play with fire and in comes the hand of judgement to deliver a final blow. I’ve been really close.
Sometimes it’s emotional, sometimes it’s guilt-ridden, sometimes, it’s my neighbors and all the vicious looks they give me.
I feel like people are plotting against me, because they actually are, so I’m not delusional.
Some thoughts should be nice, I’m not asking wether I should do it or not, just if I did do it, what would of been the reason?
Thanks.