To myself to do what I decided. Its too late. It has been proven that no one will care for me financially or emotionally. Everyday I need more that I cant afford. I will not continue to watch myself go down.
I’ve lived pretty long, long enough.
Sick of being subtly abused when I ask for help- brushed off, ignored. Promised help, then ignored. Act like they understand, then ignore and forget me. Like Im not important. Like what they chose to do and think about is better than me. Like theyre scared of my problems, like thye dont want to get invokved. How do you think I feel. Im the one living it!?
Im done. Pushed too far. Feel like this force is trying to destroy and dismantle me.
When I go, you all go. I am the keyholder, but no one wanted what I had to offer. I rescinded my offer about a year and a half ago and agreed with myself that humanity doesnt deserve what I have to offer. No one belived in me.
Extinction for you motherfuckers.
For cockblocking my dream and for torturing me and everyone else.
Let it go.
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Ignored. As usual. And some peon in the leasing office, tried to judge me as, talking to myself. Like im so memtal looney. I dare you to seond time alone, biatch, then she refereed tk her husband. Peoole lik eher are weak, they coilsnt soend time alone if paid a million dollars Ya know what? I CHOSE to be alone, and talk to myself years ago, cause i dont wanna hear someone elses uminformed, opinions, clouding my own Thoights. I kmow that i am True to self. That makes me strong and thats why they try and destroy me. Thats why they push breeding and marriage and work. So no one has any time to Truly THINK. Thats why theyre trying ti s
Desteoy america, china, destroy the american spirit. Ha!
Well, we are no longer free. Cause living in fear in no freedom. Living on adrenleine is no living free. Theres ways, many ways to invoke the fear reaponse, ie stress repsonse in humans. And its hard to turn off. Amd expensive.
My dream was ‘cockblocked’ too (however vulgar and god damned disgusting the term) was too kill myself by shotgun to head the day I turned 18 and could legally buy a gun.
I sold all of my possessions and still couldn’t buy the gun. I bought one 4 years later and then it was weird some random whore followed me and then I had to stay in a psych ward for 28 days where I was raped by a man of about 59 to 70 years old while I was knocked out on sedatives and couldn’t move.
I was just a 21 year old girl and a virgin too. Good this guy got my virginity. Well I never would have lost it anyway (choice)