HE’S mean controlling and he did wrong and dirty but got away with it but yet he feels he has a right to yell call names and now that he no long physically abuses me he verbally abuses me and my mum!
But when i do something wrong bc he did 1st i get a lecture from my mum then she tells me we as in me and her husband put her in a awkward position bc she has to defend both sides,
but to be honest i think she should just pick his side she did when i told her (Twice) that he did inappropriate thing with and to me! so i decided to stop feeling bad for being an asshole! I’m a piece of shit b*tch anyway (:
Anyhow I’m to my breaking point i love my siblings and there the only reason im alive but im so done i can’t take anymore!
I feel dead, useless, empty, hollow, shallow, dull, misunderstood, depressed, anxious!
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<3 be a ***** that monster deserves it!! You're not a piece of shit you're and incredibly strong human who's endured so much.
Thank you i need this, but he always gets me and makes me feel like the bad guy…he said sorry the hugged me….and told me he cares about me…but yet he still repeats himself!
That’s the mind of a psychopath my ex use to tell me he’s sorry for hurting me he loves me blah blah then the next day I’d make dinner to late or I’d ask a wrong question and he’d yell and eventually start the hitting and the name calling. They want to show they’re in control while making it seem like they’re like that cause they care or something
Well either way i hate him!! and im sorry you went through that! it truly sucks ass!!
You have every right to hate him. And I will be happy for you once you can get yourself out of that house and away from him. I wish your mom would see him for who he really is and get you all out of the situation now. I’m also sorry you’ve went through what you’ve gone through. Life does suck and that’s why we come to sp to try and make sense of it or get it out or something like that
Man tbh this has helped me doing this…i was ready to kill myself yesterday i was going to do 3 different things just to make sure i did not survive, thank you for talking to me and i really appreciate it!
You’re so welcome. I’ve been there so many times I know how hard it can be and you’re so young I just hate to think of you giving up before you give life a chance. For some of us there is no light at the end of the tunnel but some can overcome even just to last a few more days or weeks months years whatever, but the good thing about sp is no one judges you for your decision to stay or go. I’ve been able to make it another week because of the support from here. Any time you need someone to talk to I’m here 🙂
God tbh your a great soul im so happy i found sp and had the pleasure of talking to you wanted85 you’ve helped me a lot!