So, I am suicidal yet again. It’s been2 months since my last overdose but I am determined to die, I will do anything to die. I have my suicide note, funeral plan, everything is ready. I just need a date.
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I can understand that. I’m waiting till Tuesday. Then everything will be aligned perfectly. Yearning for that sweet release.
I am trying the same thing. I have everything in place as well but keep chickening out. It sucks and good luck to you I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Thank you, I hope you find peace too
OD on piils rarely works folks 🙁
Exactly. If you insist on pills, then please also pack a few clothes and your cell phone/laptop for the hospital stay.
Yep I learned that the hard way on a couple of attempts so I went and got a firearm.
Yes I tried 3 times but it sucks
You don’t deserve such a messy and painful exit. Think about it. The chances of messing up and making things worse are very high
What method do you suggest? I want something that will definitely work
I wish, to those of us that are ready to go, we can go out like Martin Manley did when he killed himself at 60. You can look his story up on google and he has a whole website of how it did it, why he did it and the reason he did it on his birthday. I want to have that kind of mentality when I effectively end it.
Unfortunately I live in the UK so have no access to a gun
I’m trying to decide on my method. Considered the H2S method, but I don’t have anywhere safe to do it. Considered hanging, but don’t have any rope, can’t even find my heavy extension cord. Plenty of sturdy supports around here I live near the woods. Don’t have the money for a firearm or the drugs it would take to do it right. I’ve got a knife, really good hunting knife. Took a walk in the woods, but can’t bring myself to do it that way.
I wish I had the courage. I’ve been making plans/setting dates (and then ultimately chickening out) for at least three years now and every year I want more and more to finally do it, yet I’m too much of a coward to follow through. I’m so tired and have multiple health problems and chronic pain as well which contributes to my desire to leave…but yet I still can’t work up the courage. But then I’ve always been afraid of everything, a coward. I wish you peace in whatever you finally choose to do, OP, and everyone else as well.
Don’t feel pressured to do anything. No one is forcing us to leave yet. What kind of health issues do you have if you don’t mind me asking? I wish we could help.
I wish you peace too, you are braver than you realise