I’m 40. Never been married and I have no children. Most of my relationships never made it pass 3 months. They would just break up with me and tell they just want to be friends. Every attempt to make my life better has failed. No love interest whatsoever. Tired of being disappointed by life and heartbroken by love. I sit here thinking about taking pills and washing it down with alcohol. I tried talking about it with a close friend but he doesn’t fully understand. I’ve been dealing with this for way too long. I can’t take another failed relationship or failed attempt at life.
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I am in a similar situation and I can fully relate. I am 44 years of age. Never been married have no kids,,, and I probably will not ever find a woman to marry me. I have a hard tine maintaining a job. I am trying to find one now and its not easy. I have a disability that prevents me from being able to do a lot of things in life. Money has been tight for me for a long time and its sucks. I do my best to improve myself daily and find gainful employment but it hard.
I am living with my mom right now and not really happy about that.
I am trying my best to better myself but its hard and > well my past is filed with pain and problems and my future looks like its going to be hard as well
and there are times when it seems pointless to go on.
The longest relationship I ever had with a woman was 3 years.
I have had some good jobs in the past but the last 3 years I have been virtually unemployed
So I am pretty much a failure in life and getting tired of my existence
so we seem to be in similar circumstances
I hope things get better for both of us.
Yes our troubles are similar. Not a good situation. I definitely hope things get better for you. I’m not sure how much more I can handle. I’m exhausted and drained from trying and hoping too many times. They keep saying I still have time but I really don’t think so.
I can relate despite being younger than the two of you. I’m 26 I have never had a girlfriend no kids last time I ever slept with a girl excluding escorts was when I was 19 the first and last I do not see myself making it to 40 I’m 75 thousand in debt thanks to my family I took on there debts in order to help them and the result is them being happy as it back fires on me they get to keep there home there cars and they continue to be in debt over my help. I only make $500 a week full time and work my second job on weekends $200 a week I’ve been alone, damaged, bullied, financially abused my whole life I continue to live with my mom since I have no where to go I’m 26 I’ve lived this way since I was 17 when my dad passed away. Despite my help I got no thanks and next is the house getting foreclosed we owe less than 50% my mom refuses to sell if she does I’ll be free I can pay off what is owed on my credit cards and loans from family & friends I can move on with my life but like this I won’t last being lonely and having no girlfriend or wife is one thing but being broke is another.If I could honestly chose I’d chose to have a girlfriend over anything someone to lean on but I don’t know what kind of life that is having a wife or girlfriend I’ll never know. I’m sorry you feel this way I hope you pull through I give myself a week to a few months at most.