Today is one of the worst day of my life.
Have no words to describe how I’m feeling right now.
Over the last 2weeks I’ve caught an awful cold, dreadful coughs, sneezes and a runny nose and to add some extra spice to it I having a really bad headache since yesterday.
I’m silent but there’s a war going on inside my head.
Those faces who were laughing at me,those staring eyes,unwanted stress,jealousy …just
too many thoughts running through my head.
can’t sleep.
I can’t move my head. Its too heavy and paining.
It feels like my brain is too small for my skull and that at any moment I could burst out.
Fullness in the head as if the brain would burst out.
I feel like someone is hitting with a hammer over and over again.
I wish I had a gun right now to shoot myself with.
2 comments
I’m thinking maybe you have a sinus infection on top of everything, which is absolute misery. . . I’d advise going to doc if possible, and would also recommend boiling some water and inhaling steam for about 20 minutes. Pan on stovetop, let it get boiling good, drape a towel over your head and put your head over the pan. This sounds old school and stupid, but it’s cured more sinus headaches for me than any pill out there. I sincerely hope you feel better, headaches are the Devils little gift to us. If it is a sinus infection, might need antibiotics.
I recommend hot toddy if your old enough.