Haven’t been here for a while.
Because I’m just too busy doing the same things everyday.
Tired of dealing with the same shit every single day.
Haven’t seen any doctor,but I know I’m mentally I’ll.
And there must be something terribly wrong with me.
I’m a defective human.
I have tried several times to write a post but whenever I try to write I find no word to express myself. I feel blank in my mind.
Why do I feel so empty inside?
There’s so so so many things going through my head all the times. A thousands of thoughts running into my mind,but at the same time, it is empty.
I feel broken and weird.
I don’t talk to anybody . I don’t hang out with friends.
Nowadays I spend my entire day doing assignments.
My exams are near, need to prepare for it but I can’t even focus on my studies also .
They message me but I don’t feel like replying to their messages.
I need somebody ,I need somebody to love me. I need that bastard back.
I’m just ruining my own life. Now I feel its pointless to talk about the same things ,same problems every time.
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in my own way .. i know how you feel .. and i know it is stupid to say this but its sad .. i am sorry .. trully sorry .. because i know the feeling of wanting to do that and that but at the same time not wanting to because it is like its too much .. and that endless pit of emptyness .. sometimes its too much to put it into words .. i am sorry
Thanks for the comment.
certain kinds of experiences can only be understood by the ones who has had similar
experiences.